for the night.

I sit here at night, this dark melancholy state, I'm surrounded by Atmosphere which consumes me. It's late. I write sad stories about love lost and love which never falters. With my whiskey I commiserate..

I smoke a million last cigarettes while you're running marathons in my head, I'm still trying to catch my breath.

"go to sleep my little time bomb.."

xx, loveLC

comin home.

"I've seen a palace in London, I've seen a castle in Wales
but I'd rather wake up beside you and breathe that ol' familiar smell
I never thought you could leave me, I figured I was the one
but I understand your sadness so I guess I should just hold my tongue.

I know that we're taking chances. You told me life was a risk."

Days like these, I just want to close my shutters and listen to music all day long. But I can't do that to myself. Each moment is a struggle, but every breath takes me closer to who I used to be. No sleep for me tonight. It's so hard to wake up alone.

It's been so long. I wonder if I'll ever find her again.

xx, < / 3 LC

yeesh.

I'm turning into a paranoid mess. I need to cut back on the drugs and scary movies.

xx, loveLC